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my thyroid problem is back with a vengence. My Doc put me back on the drug but it's taking it's sweet time kicking in. I basically can't eat after 5 or so or I get terrible muscle pains in my legs. like where I can't stand up. Remember the crawling around incident? or the two paralysis incidences? Fun stuff!

also, I start to shake randomly and uncontrolably. Like ridiculous shaking, where people ask if I'm ok. and I can't sleep. and I'm a fucking Furnace all the time.

Suppossedly, the meds I was on for a year should have nuked my thyroid into submission for a decade at least, but here it is out of control again a mere 6 months later.

If i have to be on meds for the rest of my life - FINE - just don't make me live through this shit. I realize people live through much worse everyday - but why?

better living through presciption drugs is the way!

that is all.