....what?

this wasn't posed at all. srsly

madonna IS christmas, ok ?

thankfully photoshopped. she wouldn't wear this...unless it was gaultier.

I Believe In Father Christmas

yep, Sarah Brightman. this and every sarah brightman post ever is dedicated to Scott. cuz he hates her. she looks great, at least.

Rest In Peace Eartha Kitt

the Legendary Eartha Kitt died today of colon cancer at the age of 81.
Rest in peace, Eartha. you will be missed.

Merry Mary

Happy Holidays to you and yours - whatever it is you may celebrate.
I'm at my parents' house in Iowa and it's a balmy 7 degrees - watching TV with my dad - who is a huge sucker for schmaltzy weepy Christmas movies. the wool hat? Barf.
my brother Thom and his family will be here shortly for Christmas dinner.
I know I should feel all warm and fuzzy and family-like but instead I feel out of place and discombobulated. I don't like being away from my real home and life and friends for this long - and as an added torment, being away from Jeff - who I have seen almost every day for the last month - is really getting to me.
I'm back to Seattle Monday afternoon - I hope the mess of unwelcome snow and ice has cleared by then.

so, yeah - merry Christmas and all that.

Squishier than Normal?

there's this guy that I've had a crush on for most of 2008 and for the last few weeks we have been spending a lot of time together and so if I seem a little nicer, happier, giddier or something like that - he is the reason. his name is Jeff - he's awesome and he makes me smile.
Like all the time.


...and stop looking up my nose.

Movies 2008 Favorites

2008 Music Favorites

1. grace jones - Hurricane
2. madonna - hard candy
3. p!nk - funhouse
4. santogold - santogold
5. sarah brightman - symphony

bubbling under : portishead - third & death cab - narrow stairs
it was a better year for singles and remixes, really. coldplay, cyndi lauper, lady gaga had some great ones.

Ran dumb v.145

john denver and themuppets chrsitmas - found on vinyl at UM's.
Some queen wearing Mel's gurl glasses.

and you were there, and you were there, and ...

I have had a couple of really vivid dreams since arriving in MN. The first involved my trying not to freeze to death - it was kinda like the last scene from the shining as I was trapped outside in a snowing forest. I could "feel" snowflakes landing on my face and my fingers and toes starting to ache.
the second involved a very upsetting and not terribly far fetched situation and featured many of my friends - all dressed in black, as if attending a goth funeral - and it was so upsetting that I woke up in tears. very strange. it's a little close to home to share here, though.

see what happens when I'm off work and my brain starts to wander? what the hell?

what I did on my Christmas vacation : Day 2

view from my balcony in MN & vacation Kitty, Jazzy B

.1 watched Dark Knight
.2 watched another gay sequel
.3 record shopped with mike
.4 ate at pasta & co
.5 saw my niece's high school choir concert
.6 ate at chipotle
.7 ate at a bad chinese buffet place
.8 slept a lot
.9 slipped on ice and cracked my knee on concrete
.10 went to 2 targets and 2 walmarts
.11 played with 7 different pets
.12 drove a giant SUV
.13 worried about work
.14 missed Jeff. a lot

Bacon Strippin'

01 Jeff dances, I do my best Skeletor Impression
02 tracie, jeff & darcy bring Sexy back
03 darcy mocks my jeff shoulder nap

*pics by Ultimate Doug!

"he's a little built to be a drag queen"

Blyss' sugar walls. sticky and sweet.


Colony and Blyss. "Tranny 4 u" and james!

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